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It’s tough to take a risk. They don’t call it breaking out of your comfort zone for nothing. When given the choice between sitting still or doing something, I tend to cuddle up on the cozy couch of life, mildly content to sit wrapped in the same old blankets while life whizzes by, a colorful blur streaked with other people’s successes.
For eight and a half years, I’ve blogged. I wrote in journals and diaries long before that, even as a child, to try to make sense of the life spinning around me. I scribbled sappy poems onto coffee-stained napkins at Denny’s when I was 18, waiting for my boyfriend’s server shift to end. I spilled my teenage guts onto lined paper, words I cringe over now when I read what I once deemed worthy of attention. But, throughout the years, I’ve hesitated to call myself “a writer.”
Last summer I began to wonder if I had a book in me. It’s a silly thing to ponder, really. We all have stories to tell. But would I ever be bold enough to tell mine?
Not long after, I learned about an upcoming workshop at Gemini Ink on writing memoir. Best-selling New York Times author Beverly Donofrio (Riding in Cars with Boys, Looking for Mary, Astonished) would lead it. I’d just heard Donofrio on an NPR segment about her latest book, the story of how, at 55, she was raped, and how she began to heal. Donofrio’s honesty and willingness to write about her life spurred me into action. I leaped off that couch and I registered.
For the five minutes it took me to sign up, I felt brave, worthy, completely unafraid. But, soon after, fear and my inner critic bubbled up. Was I a writer? Should I take this class? Would the attendees think me an impostor when they heard what I wrote? Who did I think I was?
I grabbed a corner of that stupid, cozy blanket and shoved it in my critic’s mouth. As afraid as I was, something else inside said, Go. You are worthy.
Yesterday, I met 17 incredible woman, all with touching, inspiring, momentous stories to tell. I wrote some of my story. I shared it. I teared up a time or two (over my own words as much as the words of the others). The room at Gemini Ink was filled with daring women, each one boldly claiming her story.
I can’t just sit on that couch any longer.
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Best. Post. Ever. I am so excited to even know you and yes, I believe and have known for quite awhile you have it in you!!!! Do it lady, right here beside you to cheer you on.
Ditto!
Thank you for your incredible support and encouragement. You know it means the world to me, sweet friend.
I love love love Beverly Donofrio; her essence, her realism, her strength. What a great novelist to learn from!
Good luck in your journey! I look forward to reading your work!
Miss you and all the former foodiemamas!
xoxo
I sure do miss you too, Bry. San Antonio isn’t the same without you!
Good advice for us all! Nice site…so glad I found it via Simple As That.
Thanks, Lenore! I’m so glad you stopped by. I can’t wait to check out your site too.
Love! Here’s to being brave and the new opportunities it will bring to you!
Thanks, Morena. I can’t wait to see what the future holds. And, who knows, maybe my new found bravery will one day even lead me to attempt one of your amazing projects. 😉
Bravo to you for stepping out of your comfort zone. The first step is the hardest!
Ain’t that the truth! 🙂 Miss you. We need another lunch date soon. Or, cupcakes…
AWESOMENESS! I wish I could have been at two places at once yesterday!
Tori, I was sad to miss BlogItSA, but my heart told me I couldn’t miss this workshop. It really is a gamechanger for me.
So happy to get to see you for a bit today!
You’re amazing! I can’t wait to see what you do with all you have inside!
Coming from you, Sarah, that means so much. I find a lot of inspiration in your site and your recipes.
I struggle so much with confidence, so I admire you more than you could know for being brave and following through. I lack courage in so many ways, and by being brave it looks like you left encouraged. Stay courageous!
Katie Beth, thank you for visiting my site. And thank you for your kind words. I have confidence issues too but I like to envision myself chipping away at them a little each day. I hope you find a way to do that too and to embrace the wonderful person I know you must be!
You’re beaming in that photo. The writer in you jumping out. I love your courage and can’t wait to see this journey unfold for you. Thank you for sharing… we know you are a writer and have so much to share that we all would love to read. Love it!
Thank you so much for your thoughtful comments, Lilliana. They mean the world to me.
Go, Colleen, go!